Juggling pins...

Whoa! My first week back from holiday and its almost all gone!! And i feel sooo.. tired .. i think i'm seriously getting lazy from the holidays.... the lectures feel like they are too long... hehe and many things happened this week really.. i'm gonna stay in Dunedin for next year... need to find a flat... found a flat ... need to contemplate flatmates and place to stay and all those things plus keeping up with work, studies and sleep... man i really wanna sleep in sometime... :p

Life somehow seems like a complex juggling of many things trying to find the balance without having to drop any of them ... and also teetering at the edge of falling off and staying on? Although sometimes i think everything comes crashing down and it seems hopeless but then somehow God puts them back together as quickly as he has made them all fall apart? Makes me realise how much it means to depend on God really... coz without the "thorn" in my side i think i'd go overboard although with too much trouble i think i'd fall apart.. so isn't it one very intricate balancing act? It's altogether unpredictable i'd say so why stress too much? :)

"God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.

Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging. "

Psalm 46:1-3