Ah... my poor poor blog.. i think it is falling to shambes of disuse :p.. i haven't updated since last month and its now February! Whoa!! hehe.. well i've had a heap of trouble anyway.. since my computer as out of commision sometime in January and was at the repair shop and then.. i came back here and was stuck without internet for like a month or so.. so yeah.. pathetic service if you ask me!....
Church was good... it gives me time to reflect on things... i realise i have been awfully slack over the holidays. Nothing much to show for my what 2 months of blissful rest. I have been working hard out since beginning of Feb though since started classes for 3 weeks already. Its all quite a big leap and i'm not used to it.. n things just go over my head sometimes... It tires me out really.. have to give so much attention and effort... and yet not get much in return...my 150 % only gives a 75% return n going at 100% would give me even less... sigh...Woe to my inability .... but also thank God for being the all through out coz sometimes i just have to stop and ask him to give me the strength to do this coz its so much easier to lie back and do nothing.... the complications of life...
You reap what you sow.... hoping for what you did not sow is a lost cause. Gone are the days of cheerful play and minimal effort.
