Saturday, August 27, 2005

Start of holidays!

How nice.. its finally the start of the midterm break..... and yet.. i feel tired... hmmm the week must have worn me out.. i guess coz i had quite a lot of bad news and am still not very settled with where i'm going next year. Its confusing and sometimes i do wonder if God is staying away from me for this time... sigh ...

'When I was young i had dreams, of the prince and princess and happily ever afters, when hope was of a future of sunshine and flowers. As I grew older the dreams became maybes and reality set in. The dreams became just a myth of days long past. The harsh realities were learnt through failures, mistakes and the simple cruelty of life. And then the hopes became just dreams, of a time that would not come to pass. A refuge in the innermost self when the evils became too much. Survival was for the adaptable and that little part where you once thought all was perfect and beautiful was lost to the tides of practicality and reality.'

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