Say there is a story o a begger who would always come to you for food. And for some time perhaps you would feed him and try to care for him since he's being a begger n all that But then.... this starts to happen more n more.. n then you feel that the begger isn't really a begger anymore.... he's not without funds, he's just someone who is to lazy to look for food.....or hasn't quite planned things out properly... n then.. i feel annoyed. Its like a fly hovering around my shoulder just waiting for that offer of free food n then.... i just snap n stubbornly refuse. I don't feel like it... its inconvenient... why should i ? you can do it urself... selfish thoughts plundernig my mind. Maybe if its something i have convenient excess off or something easy.....
so there goes my kind and caring heart obviously its a situational thing..... when i don't feel like it... i can be really cruel.
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